On the plane, headed back to California. This trip was far too short. I need him back in my life for good. I love him terribly unhealthily; whenever I am with him I am more actively paranoid about infidelities I have no particular grounds to suspect him for (only partially true), and he does a terrible job of reassuring me ( Read more... )

What I am to you is not what you mean to me

- "Volcano" by Damien Rice

He confessed to me the other day that he was concerned with "not knowing how devoted I was ( Read more... )

I need to better realize when my PMS is coming upon me and control myself and hold my tongue. Every damn month I am jeopardizing everything because I grow so demanding or accusing or needy; or, Christ forfend, all three ( Read more... )